I didn't consciously feel anxious but I had enough body signs of disturbance that I asked Cheryl to drive part of the way to the hospital. It wasn't a difficult surgery but the thought of it was hard to manage. Now I have a pipe just below my rib cage with a direct line to my stomach.
I am finding one of the big advantages, apart from appearance, is that I can feed faster. It was taking up to 2 hours to have each meal but now it's about half the time. It's nice to have the free time. The appearance part is good because I can pretend I am normal. The only disadvantage is the lack of sympathy I get for my condition. I should carry a little card around to show people stating that I haven't been able to eat or drink anything- including Cheese, for several months.

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